Verse of the Journey

During Seth's adoption journey, I had a verse that captured my journey perfectly. Romans 12:12. "Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation and constant in prayer."

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See, I was rejoicing in God's call on me and so hopeful for what God had for my future. Is there anything better than joyful hope? Hope is such a huge part of living a full and joyful life for me. That hope, that promise, was incredible during my waiting time for Seth.

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"Be patient in tribulation". Hmm. Patience. My toughest challenge. Patience does not come easily to me and God has really had to work miracles on me to get me to a place of patience. Fruit of the spirit for sure!! But "patient in tribulation" takes it to a whole new level. Patient, even when things are hard. Patient, even when God says no. Patient, even when God allows a road block (like Seth's potential birth father's fleeting interest in him). Patient in tribulation. That was a challenge!

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"Constant in prayer". This was the easy one for me. I was constantly praying for Seth and praying that God would watch over his birth mom and keep him safe. I prayed for things like Seth's ten fingers and toes and his health and his life. I prayed that God would prepare me and my family for his arrival when the time was right. I prayed through my fears and my questions and my doubts and my anticipation.

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Seth's birth was the culmination of hopeful rejoicing, patience through challenges, and deep prayer. He's the best thing I ever did. :) With a second baby on the way, I spent a few hours a couple of nights ago trying to identify a verse that I could use as this baby's "verse." But nothing jumped out. Nothing spoke to my heart quite like Romans 12:12. So, I checked with Seth (ha), and he has agreed to loan "his" verse to his baby brother or sister for our journey together, at least for now. And I happily agreed!

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"Rejoice in hope, be patient in tribulation and constant in prayer".

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Lord prepare us!